Is a month of anniversaries for myself, work, my parents and of a volatile past year. Either way, I never imagined sitting calmly in my kitchen and spelled out this month as a title for my post. I mean I should cringe when I see this month, but instead there is an inner smile, and definetly a brighter hope that things are a bit lighter. Far from normal but nowhere near the dumpster they were in before. And in a few hours I am sure I will regret these words but for now, I am swimming in the realm of possibility and fantasy. Frankly, for me that is enough… for now, atleast.
I am no closer to answers than I was last year, but I know that I am surrounded by great friends, family and most of love from all. I am privileged, and for once I rather focus on that however briefly than what I dont have. I am sure tomorrow will fix that in a hurry. Sorry in this blurry clear glimpse, I sign off hoping for to create smiles for the ones I promised. I hope not to fail, AGAIN. Yea, its hard not to be pessimistic…
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