It’s funny how a moment arrives where you feel like nothing is going right, or the words coming out of your mouth are ,in fact ,mute noise to others, and then in a flash, words stumble out from me that make sense, and others actually seem to nod in comprehension.
Those moments seem far and between when I am in a fog of despair, and indecisiveness. It seems a stretch to actually say whats on my mind or even contemplating acting on my needs. So I pause in that state for a while until I wake up one day, and realize that I am 37 years old, and my desires from 10 years ago still havent been given voice, my goals of 20 years ago lay in the dusty past, and I cant even be bothered to despair. So the cycle goes. I think and I worry and I dream, I do everything but short of acting because that would mean leaving these comfortable excuses behind.
Sometimes, its the simplest things that take the longest for me act on. Usually, because I make them a lot more complicated than they need to be.
So thats my daily struggle. Be simple. Then Act.
A new mantra oerhaps?