Dont know where the day went.  Heart pumping, head burning, and repetitive pain just running through my soul.  What did I do to deserve such a long life trial?  Do I not bleed if knifed? I thought I had climbed to the top only to discover that I had just reached the base.  How much longer can I keep this up?  How long is patience? How long tribulation? How long this uncertainty?  I feel like I have lbeen eft at the cross roads of life, never to get on the proper road, always trying to just figure out the directions. 

Lost faith back a few signs back, and now losing hope fast. 

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