Dont know where the day went. Heart pumping, head burning, and repetitive pain just running through my soul. What did I do to deserve such a long life trial? Do I not bleed if knifed? I thought I had climbed to the top only to discover that I had just reached the base. How much longer can I keep this up? How long is patience? How long tribulation? How long this uncertainty? I feel like I have lbeen eft at the cross roads of life, never to get on the proper road, always trying to just figure out the directions.
Lost faith back a few signs back, and now losing hope fast.